Good Conversation (over some Scones!)

Back when I was 19, (so ages ago), a friend and I back-packed and couch-hopped our way through Europe. To say it was amazing would be an understatement. The details are fuzzy now, but I recall sitting in a Pub in London having my first luke-warm beer and munching on a scone. I know! Beer and scones? Somehow it worked. I remember my friend and I sitting there for hours just chatting away. I've been a scone fan ever since. It's hard not to love a good scone. 
This time I added my fresh berries to them. You have to handle the dough pretty gingerly when you're adding fresh fruit because it likes to go everywhere. So when you are folding your berries in, especially, you need to be gently and just fold them in so the juice doesn't go everywhere.

Here the recipe for you. 

Blackberry Scones with Lemon Sugar

2 cups of flour
5 Tbsp chilled butter, cubed
1/4 cup sugar
2 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp salt
3/4 cup of heavy cream

6 oz fresh Blackberries

Lemon Sugar for sprinkling over the top. Instructions for the lemon sugar can be found here

Line a baking sheet with parchment or a silpat. Heat your oven to 400 degrees.

In a mixing bowl put your dry ingredient. Whisk them together to mix. Add your butter. Using a fork or pastry cutter, cut your butter into your dry ingredients until you have pea-sized crumbs. Add your cream all at once and stir with a fork to combine. Pour your dough onto a floured surface, or onto a silpat, and gently knead it until it comes together. Don't over-knead it. It can be a little crumbly. That's ok. Gently fold the berries into your dough with your hands, just until it all comes together. Shape it into a flat circle about the size of a pie dish. Using a knife or dough scraper, cut it into 8 slices. Place them on your lined pan. Sprinkled the tops of your scones liberally with the Lemon Sugar. Bake for about 17 minutes, or until golden brown around the bottom edges and they are no longer doughy inside. Eat warm or room temperature.

And make sure you have some good conversation to go along with them!


Life with Lisette--Six months later.

This week we're celebrating 6 months of life with our special blessing, Lisette. All at once, it seems like it's been a long road and gone quickly at the same time. She's helped us all be a bit better, and brought so much joy into our family.

Though she is the highlight of this post, I'd like to talk a bit about something that is near and dear to us. And, as of late, it seems that this subject is lighting up the web with quite a bit of controversy. Breastfeeding. I'm not going to talk about it in the way you think, though. I want to talk about the struggles of breastfeeding a Special Needs baby. 

Lisette and I struggled with breastfeeding right away. My baby wouldn't latch on. I sat propped up in the hospital bed desperately trying everything I knew to get her to latch on and she just wouldn't. More than anything, this scared me the most. What if I couldn't feed my baby? This was new to me! I'd successfully breastfed three other babies. The experience I had with each of my three other children might be classified as "perfect". I had a great milk supply. An abundance really. The kids each had a great latch right from the beginning, minutes from being born. The only thing we ever struggled through was thrush, and that came and went fairly quickly. I humbly admit I was one of those women who was completely confused by the idea of someone not being able to breastfeed. I admit it's because I was ignorant and had never experienced difficulty myself. Until now.

We spent many days in the Special Care Nursery with wonderful nurses and a lactation consultant trying to help me to get her to latch, and more time in the NICU. I pumped every 2-3 hours and brought my liquid gold back to be given to Lisette through her feeding tube. I was determined not to give her formula. I knew I had enough milk. When it came in, it came with a vengeance. When she would latch on, I would silently cry for joy in my head. Even if it was just for two minutes. It was better than nothing. But sometimes, at 3 in the morning when she wouldn't latch on at all...I just wanted to cry my heart out. Why? What was I doing wrong? I have lots of milk, baby, just drink! It just didn't happen, though.

I pumped everyday, up to 12 times some days. It was, by far, one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life. It took just over a month for her to nurse a whole feeding. Sometimes she'd nurse, sometimes she wouldn't. I just kept trying. By three months, we were exclusively breastfeeding. But that doesn't mean to say it was or has been smooth sailing. One part of this whole process that I've had to come to terms with is a different version of "perfect breastfeeding".  Even now at 6 months she still struggles with latching on correctly, and some days even latching on. She has good days, and days where she struggles more. We've had to learn how she must lay to nurse, and what the best position is for me to hold her in. I need to support her body, her head in the right position, chin/jaw support, and hold the breast to her mouth. It's complicated. And it's always messy. We deal with a lot of leakage. After most feeds her shirt will be soaked. It's just the way it is.

Some days we're both tired and just want it to go smoothly. I've lost my patience once or twice. I'm not perfect. Her version of smooth and perfect breastfeeding is different than what I have known with my other kids. It's not worse. It's different. Looking at it this way helps me to be patient and more understanding of her needs. What has helped immensely with persevering has been for me to accept that this way of feeding, her way though perhaps less ideal, is good enough. She is getting what she needs! She's doing beautifully.

For mama's out there that might be struggling with nursing, or with nursing a special needs baby, I just want to say to you--->Please don't give up! Do what you can! Ask for help. As for advice. Ask a mama who may have been where you are, or who might be able to send you in the direction of help and guidance. Please don't feel like you aren't good enough-- just wanting to make an effort is amazing and brave. It may be hard work, but all things that are worth being proud of are worth working hard for. Listen to your heart!

I wouldn't change how things have gone thus far. I've grown and changed along this path for the better, and learned so much from this wonderful little girl.


How to Peel a Melon (Plus a recipe!)

Back in the day, I worked in a snazzy deli where I made lots of salads. Pasta salad, fruit salad, rice salad, bean salad, pea salad, cold salads, and hot salads. Just about every salad you can imagine. We always had freshly made fruit salad, so as you can imagine I had to prep a lot of fruit including melons. If you are in a hurry to make salad, or feed a crowd with a melon, this is a great way to get it peeled and served up in a hurry. It's simple, and you can get it done in just a few minutes. Observe!

Rinse your melon if it's farm fresh. I cut my melon in half because I was only going to use half for my recipe. Clean the seeds out.

Cut off the end. Lay it on your cutting board, flat side down. Start to slice the rind off, with straight downward cuts. 

Ta-da! Easy peasy. If there are little bits of rind, just cut them off. 

Chop it up into cubes for a salad, or slices just to eat by themselves. 
When we get a melon I like clean it right away, and cut it into cubes or slices so the kids can go right to the fridge and get a piece without my having to cut it each time. (Healthy snack!) Store it in a rubbermaid container, or in a bowl covered with plastic wrap. Experience has shown me that the melon gets used up more efficiently this way as well. When it's left whole, I find that I never really get around to cutting up the rest of the melon and often times it will just end up in the trash from sitting too long.

This half of my melon I used for the following recipe!

Cantaloupe and Cucumber Salad with Mint

2 cups of cubed Cantaloupe
1 cup of seeded and cubed Cucumber
1/4 cup of sliced Red Onion
1 tsp of mint Chiffinade


Juice of 1/2 a Lemon
1 tsp of Lemon Zest
1/2 cup of Greek Yogurt
2 Tbl of Mayonnaise
1 tsp Wild Honey

Stir together all your dressing ingredients in a bowl and pour it in a larger bowl with your fruit, cucumber, and onions. Mix gently to coat. Sprinkle with mint. Serve cooled, the same day.

Say G'Day Saturday


Cloth-eez Review

A few years ago I was a cloth diaper making machine. With lots of changes in our family dynamic and the birth of a new baby, therapy appointments multiple times a week, and general running of a household the opportunity to do much sewing or crafting has had to be put to the side. If I do much it's at night. And honestly I'm just too tired by the end of the day these days. That's the main reason why I chose to purchase cloth diapers this time around. I knew that I wanted to do simple and inexpensive. For us, that meant doing covers and prefolds or flat diapers.

I was lucky enough to purchase back from someone some prefolds that I had converted to fitted diapers. Those lasted us quite a while! My little one is just about 6 months now, and just over 11 lbs. She's itty bitty. But she's growing, slow and steady! She's out of her Newborn sizes finally. I knew I could stretch them a but longer, by just laying them flat in her covers, but that wouldn't last long. The first brand new cloth diapers I ever purchased--- OsoCozy. Sadly, the experience didn't leave me feeling warm and cozy. In fact, they shrank so much that I couldn't use them at all and ended up returning. (Thank you Amazon!)

My most recent experience with Green Mountain Diaper Co., however, has been great. The diapers were shipped out the same day I ordered. Talk about fantastic! They arrived only a few days later. Super fast shipping!

On the left if when they arrived, still in the package. One the right, the next day, after I had washed and dried them. There was very little shrinkage. I was stoked! This was a good sign.

 I should mention that I ordered a size bigger than the chart indicated in anticipation of shrinkage, etc. My thought was that even if they were too big I could still fold then down enough to fit, and thus they'd last longer as well. Which ended up being the case. They are a bit large on her, but it just means more absorbancy! You can see below that I just fold over the extra and put the Snappi on.
My daughter sleeps through the night and she can wear one of these without any booster insert, without any leaks. It's great.
And just "because"...
Check out the rolls! I know she's still tiny, and the rolls aren't much yet, but...Oh my, she's just so squishy and fun!


Moroccan Quinoa in Roasted Acorn Squash

This weekend is a busy one with my sister here to visit, and lots of outings. This quick Moroccan Quinoa in Roasted Acorn squash is perfect for a meal after a long day of fun with family. Pair it with some lamb, or even by itself, it makes a great light meal.

 Moroccan Quinoa in Roasted Acorn Squash
Serves 2

1 Acorn Squash, halved and clean of seeds

1 cup of tri-colored Quinoa
2 cups chicken or vegetable stock
1/8 cup Roasted Sunflower seeds
1 Tbsp chopped Flat Leaf Parsley
1/4 cup raisins
1/4 cup of onions, diced and sauteed in a little olive oil
1/2 tsp Cumin
1/4 tsp Thyme
1/4 tsp Turmeric
dash of Cinnamon
1/2 tsp garlic powder
1 Tbsp Olive Oil
Salt and Pepper to taste

Lay your Acorn squash cut sides down on a lightly oiled pan. Cook at 350 degrees for 30 minutes, or until tender when stabbed with a fork.

While your squash cooks, prepare your Quinoa. In a pot, bring your stock to a boil, then add your Quinoa. Bring back to a boil, covering the pot with a lid. Let cook covered for 15 minutes, or until the stock is absorbed. Mix the remaining ingredients in a bowl. When the Quinoa is finished cooking, let it cool slightly and fluff it with a fork. Add it to the bowl with your seasonings and stir to combine. Taste, and season with salt and pepper to your preferences.
When the squash is done baking, place each half on a dish and split your Quinoa between your two squash bowls. Serve immediately.

Here's to a great weekend!


Lemon Thyme Cake

 Lemon-aide. Lemon bars. Lemon cookies. Lemon Chicken Pasta.(Oh.my.goodness.) Lemon Drops. Lemon Souffle! Oh Lemons...You are lovely. Give me an excuse to use lemons, any excuse.

I have a huge fondness for Starbucks Lemon Loaf. Who doesn't? That stuff is awesome.

Lemon sugar is amazing. You zest your lemon, and rub the sugar and lemon zest together until it looks wet. Just let it sit for a while. It's good in Iced Tea. Use it in your sugar cookies. Or cakes. Or pies. Or on your toast.

There is this daydream that floats through my mind every now and then of making these sweet little lemon Tea Cakes and inviting people over to Tea with crazy hats, in my gloriously lush garden (definitely a dream), and we'd all snack on yummy Lemon Tea Cakes and chit-chat about completely unimportant things like the weather and why Shakespeare should still be read in school, and how sad it makes me that cursive handwriting has fallen out of popularity. You see, totally non-essential things. I think we should instill siestas, as well, because after tea and conversation you definitely could use a nap.  There I go daydreaming again.

Anyway, you can't just give me lemons and expect me to just slice them and stick them in a glass of water. Even though that is tasty, too. I have to do something. And since we are going for original, (we are, aren't we?), lets add something new and different like Thyme.

Not too much, just a smidge so that it adds a little hint of flavor to my favorite cake. Lemon Cake, of course. 

When I make my Lemon Cake I also use either Sour Cream or Yogurt. Lately, because I've been making lots of my own yogurt, I've been using it in my baked goods. It adds a really lovely tangy flavor and makes your end result quite moist.


 The result was a really moist, very lemony cake with a hint of the essence of flowery Thyme. Drizzled with a simple Lemon Glaze was the perfect finish. It's not tiny tea cakes like I imagine in my mind, but the end result was wonderful with a mug of coffee and some cool morning air. And it was quite pretty before my youngest boy got to it and licked all the glaze off. But whatever. It was delicious. You'll find the recipe below!

Lemon Thyme Cake


1 Lemon, zested and juice reserved separately
2/3 cup of Sugar
3/4 cup of Plain Yogurt
2 eggs
1/2 cup of Butter softened
2 cups of All Purpose Flour
1/2 tsp Salt
1 1/2 tsp Baking Powder
1/2 tsp Fresh Thyme, or 1/4 tsp dry

For the Glaze
1/2 Lemon, juiced
1 cup Powdered Sugar

 Butter a 9 inch loaf pan. Preheat your oven to 350 degrees. 

 In a medium sized bowl, mix together your Sugar and Lemon zest until it looks wet. Add your butter, and mix until it is creamy. Add the Yogurt and eggs and stir until combined. In a separate bowl mix together your dry ingredients including the Thyme. Add the dry ingredients to the wet, and mix thoroughly. Add the lemon juice and stir again to combine. Spread your batter evenly in your pan. Bake it for 30-35 minutes, or until a toothpick comes out clean. 

Let it cool.

Meanwhile, in a small bowl place your powdered sugar and add a tsp of lemon juice at a time to get the consistency of glaze that you like. I like mine thicker, so I add less lemon juice. Drizzle it over the top of your cake, and serve. 

Will keep for a day or two, covered or in a tupperware container. 



Picture love.

rus*tic : constructed or made in a plain and simple fashion.


 handwork : work done with the hands.

A weed is but an unloved flower. ~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox 


Another year under my belt.

Today was my birthday! I turned the big 35. It feels good on me. 
 I keep looking at that number and wondering how it happened that 35 came so soon. And then I look around me and see what's been keeping me distracted. The years go by so quickly. 

I love feeling free to be me in my 30's. You come into your own, you start to feel comfortable in your own skin despite what may be going on all around you. It's a good feeling. I'm happy here. 

We kept it simple today, which is just how I like things. We watched a couple movies, had pizza and a fruit tart for dessert. My 4 yr old sang me a special birthday song. It might have been to the tune of Jingle Bells and included something like, "Mom laid an egg! She's the best, more than all the rest. And we really love her so!" Best. Song. Ever. Nothing better than your little ones serenading you.

These are the days!
Wishing you sweet & simple days, too!


Epic Errors turned to Recipe Success.

 This past week, when I read through the list of produce I'd be getting from Backyard Produce I saw that I'd be getting a bunch of Russian Red Kale. The first thing I thought I'd do was make some Kale Chips! Yum! Have you had them? If you haven't you should give it a go!

When my produce arrived I happily opened it up and took a look at my Kale and thought maybe they had made a mistake, or replaced the Kale with something else. But, that wasn't the case! Russian Red Kale is more like a Collard than the curly Kale that I am used to.The leaves are very thick and leathery, and the stalks are this beautiful purpley-red.

I was excited to jump in and try something new. So, first lets start with my epic fail! Yes, I failed.. Red Russian Kale is not compatible with making chips. Because it's so thick, and the stalks are so tough, the Kale went from raw to shriveled and burnt edges in no time at all! 
My suggestion-- Don't make Kale chips with Red Russian Kale. However, I do have something that turned my Kale-Fail back to success. I learned it needed a low and slow cook, and so that is where I started. Lets put the Kale chips idea aside and try something different instead. How about Quiche? 

I gave my Kale a good chop and tossed in some garlic. Sauteed, low and slow, the flavors developed and it smelled delicious!

My opinion is that if you add garlic to just about anything, it's good. Garlic enhances flavors. Throw in some Pancetta (or ham), and some caramalized onions, and you just have something delectable.

And cheese. You have to have cheese. 

My kids were a little disappointed that they wouldn't get Kale chips, but they loved this quiche. In fact, that's what we brunched on this morning. Plates were cleaned!
Here is the recipe. 

For the crust I used this recipe from The Pioneer Woman. 

For the filling you need

1 bunch of Red Russian Kale, cleaned and chopped
1 good sized clove of garlic, minced
1 medium sized Onion, diced
Olive Oil
1/4 cup of Pancetta or diced Ham
3 Eggs
1 1/2 cups of Milk
1 Cup of Cheese (Mozzarella, or Swiss for a tangy flavor) 

Pre heat your oven to 350 degrees. 

Prepare your crust according to the instructions on Pioneer Woman's website. I also par-baked my 9 inch crust just until it was firm, but not golden yet at 350 degrees. Set it aside while you prep your filling. 

Saute in a skillet with a tablespoon of Olive Oil the Kale and garlic. Cook it until it is limp. If you need to add a tablespoon of water to your skillet and cover with a lid for a few minutes. Set the Kale aside so that you can caramelize your onion in a little oil. This will take a few minutes to get a nice golden color. Once they are done set them aside. To prepare the custard simply whisk your eggs with your milk. 

In your prepped crust, layer the Kale, Onion and Pancetta/Ham. Slowly pour in your custard, and top it with you cheese. Place the pie on a sheet pan and put it in the oven for 40 minutes, or until a skewer comes out clean. It will puff slightly in the middle when it's done. 

Enjoy it warm, or at room temp. Will keep for two days in the fridge. (If you don't eat it all at once!)

Let me know if you give this recipe a try and how you liked it!


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