It crossed my mind that you should make an effort to live the life you want to have rather than just yearn for it. If you don't do it for yourself, you will just miss out. No regrets! One baby step at a time. One scary leap into the unknown at a time. And then, should someone or something throw a wrench in your plan...just pull it out and start again. No doesn't always mean "NO", perhaps it just means "Nope, not that way!"